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Nancy Lozano's avatar

We are in very different places in the country, in our parenting journey, our professional lives…but I feel like a kindred soul and your writing sometimes feels like it pulls me back from the brink when I have no idea how to go on here-as a mother, a wife, a citizen, a student, a friend, a professional. (sigh)…thank you for what feels like moments of compassion and sanity and a hug. And permission to take a breath and continue on. And fight the good fight.

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

Feeling solidarity from others has kept me going many times. I'm glad I could be that person for you today. ❤️

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Lindsay Shaw's avatar

POP OFF QUEEN.

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

I know you get it. Hugs.

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April A. Swiger's avatar

Thank you. Yes to every word. I’m also raising a Black son, only a few years younger than your own, and the weight has been extra heavy the last 10 years.

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

So, so heavy, April. 🥺

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Outdoor.Erin's avatar

I SO wish my parents could understand this.

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

Ugh, I hate that, Erin. I'm so sorry.

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Outdoor.Erin's avatar

I’m also trying to launch a high school senior. It’s like pushing baby birds out of the nest and into a tornado.

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

I can imagine. I'll be there before his term is up.

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Evelyn C's avatar

Your words resonates to my core. This parenting stage, coupled with the demise of democracy, is relentless. It's like screaming into the wind while simultaneously attending a 5 yr old's tea party. Trying not to be blown over while loving on my children and shielding them from the wind. I'm so tired.

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

YES. So well said.

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

YES. So well said.

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Randall O’Brien's avatar

Closing words:

But our 8 year-old Taavi’s mouth resisted muffling as he made his protest sign and waved it during the protest and my eyes grew wet and my heart sang loud his sign: HANDS OFF our LIBRARIES!

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

So glad you were able to take him ☺️

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Cameron Bellm's avatar

A.M.E.N. So very true, and I feel it deeply! So glad I’m not alone. ❤️

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

Never alone bb. You’ve given me that gift too.

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Cameron Bellm's avatar

🥺 love you

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Susan Mutty's avatar

I'm sharing this with our daughter! She & her hubs are parents of 4 children about the age of yours -living parallel with you here in Michigan! You two are amazing to me!

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

Thank you for sharing it with her!

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Laura's avatar

My second child was a newborn when Trump made his announcement on the golden escalator-- a clear memory of disbelief in so much parenting haze.. Thank you for naming some of this burden we share.

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

I hate all the clear memories 😖

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Bonni Mace's avatar

Man I feel this deeply and it’s validating. For me my entire parenting journey has been under his thumb. I know of no other parenting reality. But I hope for the day that maybe I will.

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

Me too Bonni ❤️‍🩹

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Julia Rocchi's avatar

Girl. Preach. (And thank you voicing our shared insanity.)

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

❤️❤️❤️

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Kristy B's avatar

I frequently grieve for the amount of mental space this guy's political career takes up. What could I do with that brain power if I didn't have to constantly pay attention to all the ways he's harming the world for my children? Could I have a hobby that ISN'T writing to my senator about injustice and tariffs!? Could I dream and think thoughts that aren't related to politics at all? Could I be a more patient and kinder parent if my mind & body weren't constantly in fight or flight mode? It's grievous and a loss. Thank you for writing these words for this shared experience.

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

I think you put words to this in a unique and important way. That principle that every "yes" is a "no" to something else. What have we had to say no to in order to put time and energy and mental space into this?

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Christianna Joy Scott's avatar

Thank you for putting the need for mental space in the 2020s into words. This, perhaps, is my most significant, personal grievance of the past ten years (in which I have become a wife and mother).

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Rachel Amiri's avatar

I feel seen.

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Terra McDaniel's avatar

We are tired. And this is hard.

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Elizabeth McGrew-King's avatar

Thank you for this! It resonates so much for me.

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Shannon K. Evans's avatar

I both hate that and am grateful to hear that. You get it.

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