Living a Creative Life
Living a Creative Life
(or: not letting fear boss you around)
Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about following our creativity. The obvious culprit here is Liz Gilbert’s phenomenal book on the subject, Big Magic, which I spent the past few weeks reading in small bites because I didn’t want it to end. (If you haven’t read it, consider this your sign.) In the past few years I’ve worked a lot on trusting myself: my intuition, my desires, my gut. But I’m really only now realizing that I have a hard time trusting my creativity. I tend to play it safe and stay in my comfort zone with things I know I’m already good at and in which I am likely to succeed, at least creatively speaking.
I don’t love this about myself and I am sensing there is a big opportunity for growth before me. On Mother’s Day weekend I started writing a novel. I don’t know anything about writing a novel, or even about writing fiction at all. I’ve never even attempted a short story, at least not since childhood. What am I thinking? And yet I cannot deny the knocking. It’s there and its not going away, so I might as well open the door and let it in.
I’m an insatiable fiction reader, studied acting and screenwriting briefly in college, and am completely smitten with storytelling in all her various forms. I do have a hunch that I could be wired for this, despite the fact that the fear of failure is quasi-terrifying. I have this stubborn belief that our creativity can lead us to ourselves. So hey, here I am doing this scary thing anyway. We’ll see what happens.
The reason I’m telling you this is because I suspect I’m not alone. I imagine that maybe some, if not many, of you are doing a lot of shushing of your creativity these days. Maybe there’s a book you want to write, or an art class you want to take, or a contest you want to enter, and your fear or insecurity hold you back. Here is my advice to both of us:
This is the only life we have. This is it. Seriously. When we get to the end of it, what is it that we will regret not trying? I think that’s the thing we are supposed to do right now. This might be the only shot we get. And what’s the worst that can happen—no one likes what we create? It’s not really about that anyway, is it? I think it’s much more about what happens inside us along the way.
Summer recs:
Books Obviously, my book rec for you this summer is Big Magic. I’m linking to my local indie bookstore here if you want to order it—you won’t regret it. For fiction, I adored Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine and The Vanishing Half.
Music Are you jamming out to Olivia Rodrigo this summer or are you living under a rock? I’m also loving Brandon Flowers acoustic music and Ivan+Alyosha (we discovered them a few years ago by Googling our son’s name!).
Movies/TV Eric and I just re-watched Almost Famous the other night and I can confirm that twenty years later, its just as good as I remembered. Also, have you watched Little Fires Everywhere on Hulu? It’s truly a masterpiece.
Food ‘Tis the season for CSA veggies! Otherwise, here’s my favorite summertime breakfast/lunch/dinner: plain yogurt, granola, shredded coconut, almond butter, chocolate chips, and a drizzle of honey. Yummmm.
Drink I love a good iced latte as much as you do, but I swear we’d all feel better if we drank more iced herbal tea instead. To make it at home, brew it like you normally would for hot, but make it stronger, then add honey, let it cool to room temp and fill it with ice cubes! (Okay, one more drink rec: if you drink alcohol, make a Shandy by mixing half Sprite and half lager. It doesn’t get any more refreshing than that on a warm summer night.)
Babies/Kids We went to a handmade market last weekend and discovered Nooches, the cutest baby clothes brand designed and sewn by a local mama maker. If you have kids in your life, you’ll want to see their stuff!
Where I’ve written lately:
Geez magazine, “Fed”. Read it or listen to me read it on their site!
Today’s American Catholic, “Can We Call God ‘Mother’?”
Jesuits.org, Everyday Ignatian column
Franciscan Media, Talking to the Lilies with My Toddler
And this post was an Instagram reader favorite
Housekeeping notes:
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Giveaway:
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This is wonderful! I had not come across our Madonna della Strada and I’m really excited to read more since reading your essay/latest column. Thank you so much! 🙏🏻
I LOVED Big Magic. The idea that creative ideas find their people was fascinating (and helped me act on some of the more outlandish thoughts that seemed to pop out of nowhere.) She calls it magic. I call it God. But it’s really all about the same thing…learning to listen to and trust our instincts.
Excited that your moving to sub stack!